Life Is a Sex Spread Disease

by MonkeyBiz

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MY IMAGINARY FRIEND WHEN I WAS YOUNG I NEVER USED TO TALK THAT MUCH YOU KNOW, PEOPLE SCARED ME A LOT IT FELT LONELY UNTIL HE CAME ALONG I WAS CRYING AND HE CHEERED ME UP HAZY EYES AND A MADMAN LAUGHTER CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND NEVER LEFT HE'D SIT WITH ME AND HAVE A CHAT ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER 'CAUSE HE'S LIKE NOBODY ELSE HE DOESN'T JUDGE ME OR THINK I'M QUEER AND HE'S AFRAID OF OTHER PEOPLE TOO SO WE BOTH HIDE FROM THEIR VIEW MY IMAGINARY FRIEND IS ONE OF KIND HE NEVER CHEATS, LIES OR FAILS STAYS BY MY SIDE AND NEVER LEAVES ME BEHIND EVERYTIME I TRIP OR FALL HE'S SURELY THE BEST THING BORN OUT OF MY MIND IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME THAT HE DOESN'T EXIST HE KEEPS ME COMPANY IN MY MISERY I NEVER HAD A FRIEND AS SUCH TELLS ME WAHT TO DO WHEN I LOSE CONTROL IT FEELS LIKE WE SHARE THE SAME SOUL AS I GET OLDER HIS POWER GROWS WHILE MY WILL GETS WEAKER AND WEAKER I'M SO THANKFUL HE TAKES CARE OF ME I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT A THING IT'S MUCH EASIER LETTING GO MY IMAGINARY FRIEND IS ONE OF KIND HE NEVER CHEATS, LIES OR FAILS STAYS BY MY SIDE AND NEVER LEAVES ME BEHIND EVERYTIME I TRIP OR FALL HE'S SURELY THE BEST THING BORN OUT OF MY MIND IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME THAT HE DOESN'T EXIST HE KEEPS ME COMPANY IN MY MISERY HE WAS IN MY HEAD NOW NOT ANYMORE HE WAS SHY NOW HE'S HARDCORE AND HE THINKS FOR ME SPEAKS FOR ME BREATHES MY AIR HOLDS MY HEART IT'S TOO LATE NOW, HE'S PLAYING MY PART NOW I SEE MY LIFE THROUGH A SCREEN I LET HIM IN CHARGE AND HE CONFINED ME HE WON'T HIDE ANYMORE REATALIATE IF HURT FIGHT TO BE HEARD NOBODY KNOWS WHAT'S GOING ON BUT THEY CAN SENSE SOMETHING'S WRONG I LOOK SO STRONG MUM CALLS THE DOC AND HE THINKS I'M MAD SO HE THROWS US IN A PADDED CELL AND IT'S HARD TO TELL IF WE'LL EVER BE FREE AGAIN WHEN I WAS YOUNG I NEVER USED TO TALK THAT MUCH YOU KNOW, PEOPLE SCARED ME A LOT IT FELT LONELY UNTIL HE CAME ALONG NOW WE SHARE THE SAME EMPTY BOOTH BECAUSE HE'S CRAZY AND I AM TOO DIZZY DIZZY DIZZY FEEL THESE DRUGS ARE GOOD BUT THEY CAN'T KICK MY FRIEND AWAY 'CAUSE I WANT HIM TO STAY MY IMAGINARY FRIEND IS ONE OF KIND HE NEVER CHEATS, LIES OR FAILS STAYS BY MY SIDE AND NEVER LEAVES ME BEHIND EVERYTIME I TRIP OR FALL HE'S SURELY THE BEST THING BORN OUT OF MY MIND IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME THAT HE DOESN'T EXIST HE KEEPS ME COMPANY IN MY MISERY
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PopThrash 04:04
POPTHRASH NO DIRECTION AND NO CONTROL I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S MY PLACE IN THIS WORLD 30-SOMETHING AND STILL A LONG WAY TO GO BUT THE CHOICES I MADE ALREADY SET OUT A PATH I'M NOT SO SURE ANYMORE THAT THIS IS WHAT I WANT BREAKING MY BACK JUST TO KEEP A ROOF ON MY HEAD I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO MY R'N'R DREAMS MAYBE I GAVE UP TOO SOON, I DIDN'T HAVE FAITH I AIN'T NO REGULAR ONE AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY KEEPING IT REAL NEVER WORKED OUT FOR ME WHAT REALLY DRIVES ME MAD IS THAT ONCE YOU CHOOSE THERE'S NO GOING BACK EVERYTIME I LOOK AROUND WHAT I SEE MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM I HATE TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE ALL I LOVE IS NOW DEAD AND GONE FUCK YOU AND FUCK MY AGE I WANNA MAKE A CHANGE BEFORE I WASTE AWAY THRASH DOWN YOUR FEAR THRASH DOWN THE PAIN NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE ALL I GOT IS RAGE YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND ABOUT WHO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG AND NAIVE AND DON'T KNOW LIFE'S A BITCH THEN YOU REALIZE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE LEFT IN YOUR FIGHT WITH THE MAN EVERYONE ELSE JUST GAVE UP, ESTABLISHMENT WON BUT YOU CAN'T IGNORE HOW YOU FEEL, A MISFIT AT HEART YOU MUST TEAR IT APART I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO MY R'N'R DREAMS MAYBE I GAVE UP TOO SOON, I DIDN'T BELIEVE I AIN'T NO REGULAR ONE AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY PLAYING BY THE RULES NEVER WORKED OUT FOR ME WHAT REALLY DRIVES ME MAD IS THAT ONCE YOU CHOOSE THERE'S NO GOING BACK EVERYTIME I LOOK AROUND WHAT I SEE MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM I HATE TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE ALL I LOVE IS NOW DEAD AND GONE FUCK YOU AND FUCK MY AGE I WANNA MAKE A CHANGE BEFORE I WASTE AWAY NEVER ACCEPT ALWAYS SECOND GUESS WHAT REALLY DRIVES ME MAD IS THAT ONCE YOU CHOOSE THERE'S NO GOING BACK EVERYTIME I LOOK AROUND WHAT I SEE MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM I HATE TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE ALL I LOVE IS NOW DEAD AND GONE FUCK YOU AND FUCK MY AGE I WANNA MAKE A CHANGE BEFORE I WASTE AWAY THRASH DOWN YOUR FEAR THRASH DOWN THE PAIN NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE ALL I GOT IS RAGE
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Desert Ride 04:13
DESERT RIDE FRIDAY NIGHT CITY'S BUZZING OUTSIDE HAD A HELL OF A WEEK A MONTH, A YEAR GOTTA GET OUT OUT OF THIS HOUSE GOTTA GET AWAY AWAY FROM THE CROWD JUMP IN THE CAR, DRIVE IT FAST I CAN HARDLY CATCH MY BREATH, OPPRESSED I REALLY NEED TO CLEAR MY HEAD SO GO ON STREETLIGHTS, PASSERS-BY FADE IN A BLUR, A WHIRL FINALLY OUT OF CONTROL I'M ON A ROLL DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE IN THE BLACK OF THE NIGHT TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE TILL MY HEART STARTS TO SLOW AND MY MIND IS UNFOLD FAR FAR FAR FAR FROM THE PEOPLE I LOATHE AND THE PAIN I ENDURE SO SO SO SO TEMPTING GOING BACK NO MORE FEEL FREE ON MY OWN DESERT RIDE NO ONE LEFT IN SIGHT ALONE ON THE ROAD AND A FULL MOON ABOVE FUTURE UNKNOWN I LEFT MY BURDEN AT HOME THAT WEIGHT ON MY CHEST IS GONE AT LAST SPEED IT UP, DRIVE IT FAST FILL MY LUNGS WITH COOL AIR, SO CLEAR I REALLY NEED TO DISAPPEAR IT'S SO EASY JUST TO BE NO ONE IN NOWHERE LAND, A TRAMP FINALLY OUT OF CONTROL I'M ON A ROLL DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE IN THE BLACK OF THE NIGHT TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE TILL MY HEART STARTS TO SLOW AND MY MIND IS UNFOLD FAR FAR FAR FAR FROM THE PEOPLE I LOATHE AND THE PAIN I ENDURE SO SO SO SO TEMPTING GOING BACK NO MORE FEEL FREE ON MY OWN NO I'M NOT RUNNING AWAY I'M JUST TAKING A BREAK BEFORE I SUFFOCATE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE IN THE BLACK OF THE NIGHT TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE TILL MY HEART STARTS TO SLOW AND MY MIND IS UNFOLD FAR FAR FAR FAR FROM THE PEOPLE I LOATHE AND THE PAIN I ENDURE SO SO SO SO TEMPTING GOING BACK NO MORE FEEL FREE ON MY OWN DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE TILL THE END OF THE NIGHT NEVER LOOK BEHIND RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE UNTIL I LOSE MY WAY BACK AND I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I MEANT TO FORGET
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THE FIRST DRAFT WAKE UP MY FRIEND WAKE UP IT'S ALMOST SUNLIGHT WAKE UP YOU'RE FACE DOWN ON THE FLOOR AGAIN IT'S NO GOOD TO KNOCK YOURSELF OUT LIKE THIS IT'S THE THIRD TIME THIS WEEK I KNOW HOW IT FEELS BEING OVERWHELMED BY YOUR FEARS THE CLOCK'S TICKING AWAY BUT DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU DON'T YOU KNOW THAT LIFE HAS A WAY OF ALWAYS TWISTING THINGS 'ROUND JUST WAIT AND SOMEDAY YOU'LL BE OK AS THEY TEACH YOU IN SCHOOL THE FIRST DRAFT IS NEVER THE GOOD ONE JUST STAND TALL AND PROUD AND YOUR KARMA WILL TURN AROUND AS UNLIKELY AS IT SEEMS YOU'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT AS HARD AS IT IS YOUR TIME WILL COME, BELIEVE ME AGAIN ONE MORE STAB IN THE BACK AND AGAIN YOU TAKE ONE FAULT STEP NO MONEY NO FRIENDS WHAT'S LEFT? YOU ASK YOU'RE STILL THERE, AREN'T YOU? AS LONG AS YOU BREATHE IT'S NOT OVER AS THEY TEACH YOU IN SCHOOL THE FIRST DRAFT IS NEVER THE GOOD ONE JUST STAND TALL AND PROUD AND YOUR KARMA WILL TURN AROUND AS UNLIKELY AS IT SEEMS YOU'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT AS HARD IT IS YOUR TIME WILL COME JUST WAIT AND SEE AS THEY TEACH YOU IN SCHOOL THE FIRST DRAFT IS NEVER THE GOOD ONE JUST STAND TALL AND PROUD AND YOUR KARMA WILL TURN AROUND AS UNLIKELY AS IT SEEMS YOU'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT AS HARD IT IS YOUR TIME WILL COME, BELIEVE ME THERE'S NO FIGHT WITHOUT BLOOD THERE'S NO GAIN WITHOUT LOSS IN THE END IT'S ALL WORTHWHILE
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Diktocracy 03:44
DIKTOCRACY I TRAVELLED SO LONG FAR AND WIDE AND I CAN TELL YOU THIS MUCH NO PLACE IS WHAT IT SEEMS AND IF YOU'VE BEEN AROUND YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN THEY JUST SHOW YOU WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO SEE ON THE SURFACE IT'S SUCH A PRETTY VIEW POSH BUILDINGS AND NEAT AVENUES BUT IF YOU SCRATCH UNDERNEATH IT'S LIKE A ROTTING DISEASE WHERE THE REAL PEOPLE LIVE BEHIND THE FACADE THEY BUILT AND IT'S JUST SO SICK THAT YOU'RE SO ASHAMED OF YOUR CULTURE AND RACE THAT YOU'RE BENT ON YOUR KNEES BEFORE THE WESTERN DEITY ALL WILLING TO PLEASE WHILE YOUR OWN KIND LIVES IN RAGS IN THE STREETS DOES IT REALLY MAKE SENSE SELLING YOUR COUNTRY TO THEM FOR SOME FAKE LUXURY LOSE YOUR IDENTITY BETRAY YOUR OWN KIN FORGET YOUR BELIEFS WEALTH SHOULD BE A COMMON GOOD NOT A PRIVILEGE OF FEW LAUGH AT ME DON'T GET A WORD I SAY LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M AN ALIEN WHILE YOUR GOVERNMENT IS TRYING AS HARD AS IT CAN TO TURN YOU INTO SOMETHING YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND DON'T TRY TO LOOK GOOD FOR US IT'LL BE NEVER ENOUGH ALL WE WANT IS MONEY MONEY MONEY AND THE OIL THAT YOU SELL AND WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR CITIES FAKER THAN DISNEYLAND SO PLEASE STOP THIS CHARADE NO ONE BUYS IT ANYWAY WHAT A ROLE MODEL YOU PICKED WHO PUT YOU IN SLAVERY ALTOUGH RECENTLY MOST CONVENIENTLY WE'RE STUCK, COMPLETELY MINDFUCKED AND IT'S JUST SO SICK THAT YOU'RE SO ASHAMED OF YOUR CULTURE AND RACE THAT YOU'RE BENT ON YOUR KNEES BEFORE THE WESTERN DEITY ALL WILLING TO PLEASE WHILE YOUR OWN KIND LIVES IN RAGS IN THE STREETS DOES IT REALLY MAKE SENSE SELLING YOUR COUNTRY TO THEM FOR SOME FAKE LUXURY LOSE YOUR IDENTITY BETRAY YOUR OWN KIN FORGET YOUR BELIEFS WEALTH SHOULD BE A COMMON GOOD NOT A PRIVILEGE OF FEW NEVER TRUST A MAN IN A SUIT NEVER IF HE HAS A GOLDEN TOOTH
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Get Lost 03:29
GET LOST COME, TAKE A TRIP TO THIS PART OF THE WORLD YOU'LL BE AMAZED BY WHAT YOU SEE I'M SURE A COUNTRY LEFT ON ITS OWN 'CAUSE POLITICS A JOKE AND AS IF IT WASN'T ENOUGH WE EVEN GOT THE POPE DO YOU THINK WE EVER SAY A WORD? NO SIR! WE JUST COMPLY WE'RE THE SHEEPS, WE BUY WHAT WE'RE SOLD AND WE'LL DO AS WE'RE TOLD AND I FEEL THAT I DON'T BELONG YET HERE I AM WATCHING IT ALL FALLING APART I DON'T KNOW ANY BETTER THAN THIS THERE'S NO POINT TO PRETEND BUT I STILL GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU: POLITICIANS, UPTIGHT BIGOTS AND CHEATERS GET LOST! AND YOU FAKE ROCKSTARS, GREEDY RICHMEN AND MOB GET LOST! WHAT ABOUT YOU, NEVER TAKING THE BLAME FOR YOUR FAULTS YOU, ABOVE ALL, SHOULD GET LOST OH LOOK WE GOT A NEW NATIONAL SPORT IT'S NOT ABOUT KICKING A BALL IT'S CALLED COMPLAINING AND WE ENJOY IT A LOT THERE'S NO PURPOSE AND THERE'S NO USE ONLY MOANING AND WHINING ARE INVOLVED BUT YOU'D GET THE IDEA OF MASSIVE DISCONTENT ONLY WHERE IT STARTS THAT'S ALSO WHERE IT ENDS PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHAT'S THE POINT THEN 'CAUSE I DON'T HAVE A CLOU AND I FEEL THAT I DON'T BELONG YET HERE I AM WATCHING IT ALL FALLING APART I DON'T KNOW ANY BETTER THAN THIS SO I WON'T PRETEND STILL, I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU, FOOTBALL JUNKIES, PARASITES AND SCROUNGERS GET LOST! YOU RELIGIOUS FREAKS, HOOLIGANS AND CORRUPTS GET LOST! WHAT ABOUT YOU, DULL HOUSEWIVES AND APATHIC TEENS TIME FOR YOU TO WAKE UP! I SAID I FEEL THAT I DON'T BELONG YET HERE I AM WATCHING IT ALL FALLING APART ALL I KNOW IS HOW TO WRITE THIS SONG BUT I'LL JUST PRETEND IT'LL REACH SOMEONE OUT THERE I'M CALLING OUT FOR YOU CRYING FOR A CHANGE CALLING OUT TO YOU CALLING OUT TO YOU 'CAUSE I KNOW THERE'S STILL HOPE FOR A CHANGE
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KILL THE MUSIC DAMN IT HERE WE GO AGAIN ANOTHER MAIL ANOTHER NO THANKS IT DOESN'T SUIT US YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH BUT PLEASE, TRY AGAIN WHEN YOU'RE PRETTY AND THIN WE NEED A MONEY MACHINE I NEVER KNEW HOW TO BE COOL NEVER KNEW HOW TO LOOK SHARP NEVER THOUGHT IT MATTERED AT ALL THIS IS ROCK, NOT PHONY TOP40 POP I'M SORRY I'M JUST A WRITER WITH A BUNCH OF SONGS DON'T YOU CARE WHAT THEY'RE WORTH? THAT CUTE PUPPET YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NO NO NO THAT'S NOT ME AT ALL I'M SORRY I WON'T BE BOTHERING YOU ANYMORE I'LL HOLD ON TO MY BRAIN AND SOUL BLASTING FROM A LOUSY STAGE WHILE YOU KILL KILL KILL ROCK'N'ROLL DAMN IT HERE WE GO AGAIN ANOTHER GIG, ANOTHER FAIL NO MONEY AT ALL AN HALF-EMPTY CLUB, A CRACKLING P.A. BLANK STARES AND CHEAP BOOZE UNTIL SOMEONE COMES UP AND ASK FOR A SONG SORRY WE'RE NOT A JUKEBOX AND FRANKLY I HATE THAT ONE IT'S NOT WHAT WE DO IT'S NOT WHO WE ARE I'M SORRY WE'RE JUST A BAND WITH A BUNCH OF SONGS DON'T YOU CARE WHAT THEY'RE WORTH THAT COVERBAND YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NO NO NO THAT'S NOT US AT ALL I'M SORRY WE WON'T STAND HERE IGNORED HOLD ON TO OUR BRAINS AND SOULS BLASTING FROM THIS LOUSY STAGE WON'T LET YOU KILL KILL ROCK'N'ROLL SO, WHO'S NEXT? A BLONDE DUMB BIMBO OR A TEENAGE SENSATION? AND THE SINGLE? ROMANTIC BALLAD OR SOME R&B DANCEY THING? IT'S OK, KILL THE MUSIC AND SAVE YOUR JOB MAKE IT SOMETHING WE ALREADY HEARD IT'LL COME AND GO, WE WON'T KNOW EXPIRING DATE DRAWING NEAR HOPE IT SELLS ENOUGH BEFORE IT DISAPPEARS WE'LL STILL BE HERE SCRIBBLING LYRICS, WORKING OUT TUNES WHILE YOU PULL YOUR NEXT SHAM OUT OF A TV SHOW YOU'LL NEVER LEARN WHEN YOU'LL COLLAPSE ON YOUR ASS WE'LL PLAY THE SOUNDTRACK FOR THAT I'M SORRY I'M JUST A WRITER WITH A BUNCH OF SONGS DON'T YOU CARE WHAT THEY'RE WORTH THAT CUTE PUPPET YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NO NO NO THAT'S NOT ME AT ALL I'M SORRY WE WON'T STAND HERE IGNORED HOLD ON TO OUR BRAINS AND SOULS BLASTING FROM THIS LOUSY STAGE BRING IT ON
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Stoned 03:32
STONED 2 PM AND I'M STILL IN BED ROOM STINKS OF CIGARETTES AND AGAIN, THAT SONG'S RINGING IN MY HEAD I AIN'T GOT NO PLANS FOR TODAY OR THE NEXT SO MUCH TIME TO SPEND AND I KNOW HOW TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF OPEN THE DRAWER HERE YOU ARE MY LITTLE FRIENDS I HAVEN'T BEEN SEEING YOU FOR A WHILE BUT NOW IT'S THE RIGHT TIME BITTER SPONGY THINGS OPEN THE DOORS TO MY DREAMS IT'S COLD AND RAINY OUTSIDE SO BRING SOME COLOURS INSIDE YELLOW, RED AND GREEN NEVER LOOKED SO BRIGHT TO ME SOMEHOW COFFEE TASTES LIKE BLUE AND ALL MY PLUSHES SING IN TUNE WHO'S THAT GNOME IN THE CORNER? IS HE SPEAKING TO ME? ALL THOSE SMURFS SURE ARE CUTE BALLET DANCING IN PINK TUTU AS I SIT HERE ON MY COUCH I FEEL LIKE I'M SINKING DOWN DOWN DEEPER INTO THE CUSHIONS, INTO THE UNKNOWN I DANGLE FROM THE CEILING OVER A LAND OF FAULTY SPRINGS IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME I MEAN, IT'S NOT LIKE I SWALLOWED LSD WAIT, JUST A SECOND I SUSPECT I'M TAKING A NAP SO HOW THE HELL DO I GO BACK NOW? I'D BETTER START THE CLIMB... POP OUT OF THE PILLOWS HERE YOU ARE MY LITTLE FRIEND HAVEN'T BEEN SEEING YOU FOR A WHILE I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME GREENISH SMELLY THING SOOTHE THE MADNESS OF MY DREAMS IT'S DARK AND RAINY OUTSIDE SO BRING BACK THE COLOURS INSIDE YELLOW, RED AND GREEN NEVER LOOKED SO BRIGHT TO ME SOMEHOW COFFEE TASTES LIKE BLUE AND ALL MY PLUSHES SING IN TUNE WHO'S THAT GNOME IN THE CORNER? IS HE SPEAKING TO ME? ALL THOSE SMURFS SURE ARE CUTE BALLET DANCING IN PINK TUTU
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HIPSTERYZE ME SO LONG SINCE THE LAST TIME WE TALKED I STILL REGRET THOSE LAST WORDS I SAID YOUR FEAR I COULD NOT HELP TO SHOUT OUT I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW HOW I WAS SO YOUNG SCARED JUST AS MUCH SOMETIMES IN MY DREAMS YOU'RE NOT YOU BUT I'M STILL ME YOUR GHOST MY GUILT AND MY REMORSE WILL IT EVER STOP HURTING SO MUCH? WILL IT EVER STOP? CAN YOU STILL HEAR ME SING? CAN YOU STILL FEEL ME ACHE? 'CAUSE FOR ME YOU NEVER LEFT YOUR BLOOD STILL RUNNING IN MY VEINS ARE YOU HERE WITH ME? DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE? I WISH I COULD PICK UP THE PHONE AND HEAR YOUR VOICE JUST ONCE MORE CAN YOU FORGIVE? BECAUSE I CAN'T FORGET IT'S A WOUND THAT NEVER HEALS A HOLE IN MY SOUL THAT I CAN'T SEAL I CAN'T FILL SUNLIGHT SHINES ON YOUR FACE AND YOUR SMILE ALWAYS SO BRIGHT IT FEELS LIKE HOME SO SAFE IN MY MEMORY I PICTURE YOU LIKE THIS YOUR EYES COULD NEVER CONCEAL YOUR SORROW THE BITTER DESTINY YOU COULDN'T LIVE THE LIFE YOU WANTED BUT STRUGGLED THROUGH THE ONE YOU HAD UNTIL THE END TIME GOES BY BUT IT WON'T GET ANY BETTER YOU KNOW TOO BAD THAT'S A TAPE I CAN'T REWIND ALL THE MEAN WORDS, THE TROUBLES I CAUSED I WISH I COULD TAKE THEM BACK ALL THE LAUGHS, THE SHARING, YOUR TRUST I WISH I COULD HAVE THEM BACK I WENT VERY FAR LOOKING FOR YOU IN THE CLOUDS AND THE SEA ON THAT SHORE YOU WERE THERE WITH ME AS YOU PROMISED YOU'D BE AS I PROMISED YOU'D BE AS A WHISPER IN THE WIND CAN YOU STILL HEAR ME SING? CAN YOU STILL FEEL ME ACHE? 'CAUSE FOR ME YOU NEVER LEFT YOUR BLOOD STILL RUNNING IN MY VEINS ARE YOU HERE WITH ME? DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE? I WISH I COULD PICK UP THE PHONE AND HEAR YOUR VOICE JUST ONCE MORE CAN YOU FORGIVE? BECAUSE I CAN'T FORGET IT'S A WOUND THAT NEVER HEALS A HOLE IN MY SOUL THAT I CAN'T SEAL CAN YOU STILL HEAR ME PLAY? CAN YOU STILL HEAR WHAT I SAY? THERE'S NO WAY I CAN LET GO I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER BEFORE
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I HATE YOU ALL MANKIND WHAT A DRAG THE MORE YOU TRY TO FIT IN THE MORE IT FEELS LIKE HELL IT'S A FACT WE DRIVE EACH OTHER CRAZY ALL THE TIME IT'S FRUSTRATING IF YOU'RE RUDE TO ME I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU TO GO FUCK YOURSELF IT'S NOT POLITICALLY CORRECT I HAVE TO RESTRAIN MYSELF NO WONDER SOMETIMES I FREAK OUT AND SCREAM OUT LOUD GET AWAY FROM ME OR I'LL HIT YOU WITH YOUR SELFIE STICK YOU'RE IRRITATING ME YOU GODDAMN DUMBABY RUN STUPID ASSHOLE RUN BEFORE I GET YOU I'M IN NO MOOD FOR COMPASSION I'M SO ANNOYED THAT I COULD THRASH YOU HIDE FROM MY SIGHT I'LL TURN TO THE OTHER SIDE I BET YOUR DEMISE WILL BE WORTH A DARWIN PRIZE YOU DON'T THINK I MEAN IT KEEP GOING AND YOU'LL SEE BEFORE YOUR STUPIDITY I SNAP QUITE EASILY DON'T YOU BLAME ME FOR WHAT I'M STATING I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY THAT I HATE YOU ALL DRIVING IT'S A STRESS A BLARING CONSPIRACY TO TEST YOUR NERVES AND AGAIN I FIND MYSELF SWEARING LIKE AN OLD FISHERMAN BUT IT'S WORSE WHEN I'M OUT IN THE CROWD I CAN'T TAKE A WALK WITHOUT BEING HARRASSED BY ANYONE FOBBING ME OFF WITH SOME CRAP OR PUSHED OR WALKED OVER AND THAT'S WHEN I YELL GET AWAY FROM ME OR I'LL HIT YOU WITH YOUR SELFIE STICK YOU'RE IRRITATING ME YOU GODDAMN DUMBABY RUN STUPID ASSHOLE RUN BEFORE I GET YOU I'M IN NO MOOD FOR COMPASSION I'M SO ANNOYED THAT I COULD THRASH YOU HIDE FROM MY SIGHT I'LL TURN TO THE OTHER SIDE I BET YOUR DEMISE WILL BE WORTH A DARWIN PRIZE YOU DON'T THINK I MEAN IT KEEP GOING AND YOU'LL SEE BEFORE YOUR STUPIDITY I SNAP QUITE EASILY DON'T YOU BLAME ME FOR WHAT I'M STATING I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY THAT I HATE YOU ALL RUDENESS DISRESPECT OBTRUSION, IGNORANCE AND ARROGANCE YOU CAN SEE WHY I'M SO INTOLERANT I WISH I LIVED IN THE WILDERNESS CIVILIZATION THEY CALL IT EVEN CHIMPS BEHAVE BETTER THAN THIS SO LET ME GET AWAY FROM IT BEFORE I LOSE IT DEFINITELY RUN STUPID ASSHOLE RUN BEFORE I GET YOU I'M IN NO MOOD FOR COMPASSION I'M SO ANNOYED THAT I COULD THRASH YOU HIDE FROM MY SIGHT I'LL TURN TO THE OTHER SIDE I BET YOUR DEMISE WILL BE WORTH A DARWIN PRIZE YOU DON'T THINK I MEAN IT KEEP GOING AND YOU'LL SEE BEFORE YOUR STUPIDITY I SNAP QUITE EASILY DON'T YOU BLAME ME FOR WHAT I'M STATING I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY THAT I HATE YOU ALL I'M DEADLY SERIOUS I HATE YOU ALL MY ULCER TESTIFIES THAT I HATE YOU ALL HOW LIBERATING SAYING SO I HATE YOU ALL!!!
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Random 03:04
RANDOM I WOKE UP TODAY WITH A DISTURBING FEELING A FEELING THAT WON'T GO AWAY RUNNING 'ROUND, IN OUT OF TOWN TO WHAT? TO WHERE? OH THIS CRAZY WORLD IS A SPINNING DISASTER AND THE STRUGGLE GETS ON 'N ON IT'S A SYSTEM THAT SWALLOWS YOU WHOLE IT FEEDS ON YOUR SOUL SOUL SOUL SO WHAT'S THE POINT IN DOING ALL OVER AGAIN? EVERYDAY'S LIKE GROUNDHOG'S DAY SOMEONE FIGHTS AND SOMEONE PRAYS BUT NO ONE EVER ASKS FOR A CHANGE SO WHAT DO YOU DO? CLOSE YOUR EYES AND TRY TO IMAGINE A LIFE BRAND NEW WHAT DO YOU KNOW? WHAT DO YOU KNOW? IT'S BETTER THAN THIS AND IT MIGHT EVEN WORK STOP RIGHT THERE IT'S NOT ENOUGH JUST MAKING IT UP INSIDE YOUR HEAD IT'S NOT REAL IT'S NOT REAL BUT SO FAR IT'S YOUR BEST IDEA YOU WERE BORN A PERFECT AND SPOTLESS BABY JUST TO GROW UP INTO AN HELPLESS ADULT BUT MY FRIEND, THIS IS NOBODY'S FAULT IT'S WHAT WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE BE BECOME SOME VERY MESSED UP HUMAN BEINGS WHO FORGOT THEIR TEENAGE DREAMS OUR BELLIES GROW, OUR MINDS GET SLOW AS WE DWELL IN THE DAILY ROUTINE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT AWAY IT FEELS SO NUMB IT FEELS SO SAFE SO WHAT DO YOU DO? CLOSE YOUR EYES 'CAUSE YOU'RE TOO SCARED OF SOMETHING NEW WHAT DO YOU KNOW? WHAT DO YOU KNOW? YOU MIGHT WAKE UP WHEN YOU'RE TOO OLD STOP RIGHT THERE WILL YOU TAKE A CHANCE OF MISSING ON IT, ARE YOU AWARE? THIS IS IT THIS IS IT LIFE IS GONE AND IT'S YOUR DEFEAT DESPITE RELIGIONS AND ALL THAT CRAP AS FAR AS I KNOW THIS IS ALL YOU GET MAKE IT GREAT BEFORE YOU'RE DEAD SO WHAT DO YOU DO? EYES WIDE OPEN YOU START TO LOOK FOR SOMETHING NEW WHAT DO YOU KNOW? WHAT DO YOU KNOW? IT'LL SURE BE BETTER THAN BEFORE GO ON THERE I'M SURE IF YOU'RE TRYING HARD ENOUGH YOU'RE GONNA GET SOMEWHERE YES IT'S TRUE IT'S TRUE YOU'RE OUT OF THE PAIN-CHAIN, I'M PROUD OF YOU
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THE BIAS EXPERIENCE HEY DON'T YOU KNOW HAVEN'T YOU HEARD A NEW CENTURY HAS COME ALONG YOU WOULD THINK IT IS ABOUT TIME TO CHANGE THE RHYME AND RECOGNIZE EVERYBODY'S RIGHTS THOSE LIGHTS JUST RUIN THE SKYLINE HOW DO YOU DARE WE PAY YOUR RENT DON'T YOU FORGET WHY ARE YOU SO SCARED WE'RE PEOPLE TOO AND SURPRISE SURPRISE WE MATTER AS MUCH AS YOU DON'T CALL US FAGS DON'T CALL US DYKES AND IF WE'RE TRANS WELL... YOU STILL DON'T GET WHAT'S LIKE OPEN YOUR MIND LEAVE YOUR PREJUDICE BEHIND NO LAW OF NATURE SAYS WE'RE AN ABOMINATION I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL IF YOU WEAR BOOTS AND I WALK ON HIGH HEELS I DON'T REGRET BEING WHO I AM WHILE YOU'RE SO REPRESSED YOU PERCEIVE ME AS A THREAT FREELOVE IT'S NOTHING NEW WE DIDN'T MAKE THAT UP IT WAS THE HIPPIES 50 YEARS AGO YET LAWS ARE NOT UP TO DATE RATHER THAN EMBRACE THE CHANGE YOU INVENTED FAMILY DAY BUT IN THE BACKSEAT OF YOUR CAR DOWN AN ALLEY IN THE DARK YOU KNOW A HOLE'S A HOLE AND IT WON'T DOOM YOUR SOUL I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL IF YOU WEAR BOOTS AND I WALK ON HIGH HEELS I DON'T REGRET BEING WHO I AM WHILE YOU'RE SO REPRESSED YOU PERCEIVE ME AS A THREAT RAINBOWS AND FLAGS COLOURS AND LIGHTS IT'D BE SUCH A DULL WORLD IF WE WERE ALL ALIKE EQUALITY IS NOT JUST A WORD IT'S WHAT WE'RE FIGHTING FOR AND IT'S NOT YOUR CONCERN
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In Between 03:38
IN BETWEEN BOOM ONE DAY YOU'RE THROWN INTO LIFE A RANDOM SELF WITH RANDOM GENES YOU MUST WORK YOUR WAY THROUGH SOMEHOW SO YOUNG BUT YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE YET IT LEAVES EVERYBODY CONFUSED FOR YOUR RANGE OF COLOURS IS SO MUCH WIDER THAN PINK AND BLUE (BOY/GIRL) IT'S A THIN LINE YOU KNOW AND YOU'RE RIGHT ON THE EDGE DON'T LET THEM PUT YOU IN DOUBT IF BODY AND SOUL DON'T MATCH (ASK YOURSELF) HE OR SHE DOES IT MATTER YOU SHOULD SEE ME NOT THE LABEL YOU'RE TRYING TO STICK ON ME I WON'T LIE IT DOESN'T GET ANY EASIER WHILE YOU'RE GROWING UP LOVE, SEX AND EVERYTHING ELSE ONLY ADDS UP TO THE MESS IT HURTS THE MISUNDERSTANDING, THE REJECTION IT'S THE BARGAIN FOR BEING AN EXCEPTION A PAIN YOU'LL LEARN TO IGNORE JUST KEEP IN MIND NEVER APOLOGIZE (BOY/GIRL) IT'S A THIN LINE YOU KNOW AND YOU'RE RIGHT ON THE EDGE DON'T LET THEM PUT YOU IN DOUBT IF YOUR BODY AND SOUL DON'T MATCH (ASK YOURSELF) HE OR SHE DOES IT MATTER YOU SHOULD SEE ME NOT THE LABEL YOU'RE TRYING TO STICK ON ME X2 BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE BELIEVE IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO BE FREE BELIEVE SOMEDAY THERE WILL BE NO MORE BOUNDARIES
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THIS SONG HAS NO CHORUS WEAR A UNIFORM IF YOU WANNA JOIN THE ARMY OR RESIGN YOURSELF TO MISERY IF YOU WANNA BE AN ARTIST SELL OUT TO SOME EVIL CORPORATION IF YOU'RE DEAD INSIDE, SOUL DEPRIVED AND MOST OF ALL IF YOU WANT TO BE AN ASS-KISSING HYPOCRITE YOU SHOULD TRY A CAREER IN POLITCS I THOUGHT I CHOSE WISELY BEING A WASTED PUNK WITH PROBLEMS WITH AUTHORITY BUT TURNS OUT I GOT IT ALL WRONG AND NOW WHAT?! IT FEELS LONELY ALWAYS BEING THE ONE WHO RUNS AGAINST THE TIDE SMASHING THROUGH A WALL EVERY FUCKING TIME SO THIS IS WHY... THIS SONG HAS NO CHORUS BECAUSE IS JUST LIKE LIFE YOU CAN HAVE A GOOD TUNE FINE LYRICS WITH RHYMES BUT IT'LL NEVER REACH ITS PEAK QUIETLY FADING OUT LIKE A COITUS INTERRUPTUS A MOVIE WITH WITH THE ENDING CUT OUT AND I PLAYED MY PART BUT THE SCRIPT WAS NEVER RIGHT I HAD A WHOLE OTHER ONE PLAYING IN MY MIND ALWAYS HAD A THING FOR THE UNDERDOGS I DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE AT THE TOP THEY DON'T NEED ANYTHING AT ALL EVERYONE LOOKS UP TO THEM I'D RATHER TURN AWAY I LOVE ANY KIND OF WEIRD THAT WEED REFUSING TO DISAPPEAR THAT'S THE SORT OF CROWD I BELONG TO AND SING ABOUT SO THIS IS WHY... THIS SONG HAS NO CHORUS LIKE OUR LIVES IGNORED BY HISTORY STEPPED ON ALL THE TIME BUT WE'RE THE BUG IN YOUR SYSTEM CORE READY TO DEPLOY TO CUT SOCIETY'S LIFE SUPPORT AND WE WON'T GO AWAY (UNTIL IT'S DONE) NO WE WON'T GO AWAY (UNTIL WE SEE THAT DAY) AND WE WON'T GO AWAY (UNTIL YOU'RE THROUGH) NO WE WON'T GO AWAY
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EVERYTHING DARK EVERYTHING'S DARK EVERYTHING FALLS APART I WISH YOU'D SEEN WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SHOW YOU I WISH YOU BELIEVED IT WAS POSSIBLE BUT NOW... GAME IS OVER AS IT SEEMS MY MIND IS NUMB BUT MY HEART STILL BLEEDS TAKE A CHANCE AND WE MIGHT BURN OUT BACK INTO THE BLACK, WITH NOTHING LEFT TAKE A CHANCE AND IT MIGHT WORK OUT SAVE US BOTH, 'CAUSE WE DON'T BELONG SOMETIMES IT SHINES SOMETIMES IT FEELS DIVINE LISTENING TO OUR SOULS VIBE BUT THE SOUND OF ALL THE THINGS WE LEFT UNSAID STILL ECHOES THROUGH ME GAME IS OVER AS IT SEEMS MY MIND IS BLIND BUT MY HEART STILL BLEEDS TAKE A CHANCE AND IT MIGHT BURN OUT BACK INTO THE BLACK, WITH NOTHING LEFT TAKE A CHANCE AND IT MIGHT WORK OUT SAVE US BOTH, 'CAUSE WE DON'T BELONG HERE NEVER TOOK A CHANCE WE COULD BURN OUT AND NOW I'M BACK TO MY OLD SELF NEVER TOOK A CHANCE TO WORK IT OUT LEAVE US BOTH ALONE AND WE STILL DON'T BELONG AND WE STILL DON'T BELONG PAIN, COMES IN COMES OUT PAIN, COMES IN COMES OUT EVERYTHING'S DARK EVERYTHING FALLS APART I'VE REACHED ROCK BOTTOM BEFORE BUT YOU HURT ME MOST OF ALL 'CAUSE YOU GAVE ME HOPE... AND NOW I WANNA GO BACK AND NOW I WANNA GO BACK AND NOW I WANNA GO BACK AND NOW I WANNA GO BACK BACK WHERE I CAN FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE BACK WHERE I CAN FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE BACK WHERE I CAN FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE BACK WHERE I CAN FEEL NOTHING ANYMORE NOTHING ANYMORE NOTHING ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE

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THESE SONGS TELL A STORY, A STORY OF A MISFIT, AN HONEST MISTAKE AND THE STRUGGLES HE'S BEEN THROUGH TO LEARN HOW TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE HE DOESN'T BELONG. MY STORY. SO THIS RECORD IS FOR ALL THOSE OF YOU WHO FEEL THE SAME WAY AND NEED COMFORT, MOTIVATION OR TO JUST FEEL UNDERSTOOD FOR A WHILE..
I DON'T KNOW WHO OR WHERE YOU ARE BUT:
1- YES, LIFE IS SHIT
2- NO, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE
3- YES, THERE'S A WAY TO COME OUT OF IT ALIVE

WE ARE THE BLACK SHEEPS
WE WANT TO BE THE BLACK SHEEPS

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released May 11, 2019

MoNkEyBiZ are:

Fly
bass, drums, vocals, additional guitar on "In Between" and "Everything Dark"

Steve Ferrovecchio
all the guitars and guru duties

All songs where written by Fly and played, arranged, produced and recorded by MoNkEyBiZ in full DIY style. We'd like to thank: Vittorio Greco Miani (Fanfullo), Marco Mazzei (Devasto) and Alessia Marazzini (Brenda Wareness) for having shared a part of the long way with us.

Fly: I also thank my parents for always letting me be who I truly am without prejudice;
Simone who's been an excellent friend, shrink and house/travel companion for the past 13 years;
and last but not least, my bandmate Steve for being the first (and so far the only) to
understand my twisted musical mind, for the support and the patience.

Steve: I would like to thank Fly for being the wise leader she is, Virgy for everything and all of those who believed and supported in any way the MoNkEyBiZ project

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MonkeyBiz Milan, Italy

We’re a power trio with a punk-rock in-your-face attitude and a vintage sound. Our setlist is made of original work: catchy tunes with scathing lyrics.
We want to provoke, upset and make people to actually listen to what we play, especially in this day and age where everybody is too afraid to stand out of the crowd and being
outrageous.
We are the black sheep.
We want to be that black sheep.
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